I don't like drama. I have a tendency to make friends with people who don't create unnecessary problems in a friendship, whether intentionally or otherwise, but I like it that way. The first 16 years of my life were fantastic like that. And then I don't know what changed(well I guess, the people I was associating with changed) but suddenly every few months some issue will pop up. Its so frustrating. I'm just so sick of it all, I thought leaving that hell-hole would mean leaving all this bullshit behind but apparently not.
Why are some people so fucking petty? I tolerate your bullshit, and in all honesty, I was never interested in any sort of friendship with you in the first place, so why are you going around acting like you HAVE to put up with me. You aren't doing me any favours, I can tell you that. First time this happened, I thought, "Well this is fucking stupid." But whatever, I forgive, I move on, I overlook these sort of petty things that you seem to adore clinging onto. You apologised, you near GROVELLED and I said forget it, we can still be friends.
Now 5 months on, I'm regretting that decision. I don't need you insulting me(I don't care if its unknowingly, I'm a pretty hard person to offend, but day in day out you trample on EVERYTHING I believe in and talk down to me like I'm an 11 year old girl with my hair still in pigtails) in practically every conversation, but then get ridiculously offended if I even say something (NOT EVEN NEGATIVE MIND YOU) about you in a joking manner. Fuck you and your bullshit, tell my friends how 'I constantly insult you' for all I care, you should see how they roll their eyes knowingly because they know that I definitely do not do that.
Take your sorry excuse for a friendship and shove it up your ass. I'm purging you from my life. And if you haven't noticed, not ONCE in these 5 months have I ever started a conversation with you, or even participated in one enthusiastically. Don't make it seem like you are doing me a favour talking to me, because honestly, I talk to you because I feel bad that you have no friends.
Don't tell me I don't know how a friendship works, I am friends with some of the best people I know and would go through hell for them. You're the one that constantly bemoans how no one cares about you, so work it out, am I the one that doesn't know how to cultivate a friendship or is it you?
I don't need you, or your drama. You are by far the pettiest person I know. I hope I never see you again.
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